A Place to Vent
Dear Messed Up Diary, Today you have been created with the sole purpose of being my outlet, my one true area where I can say anything I want and not risk hurting anyone's feelings. That has been the most difficult aspect of really only having my husband and one best friend to talk to. I have other friends, yeah, but really only talk to my husband (obviously) and best friend regularly. I have such a hard time keeping up with other friends because I just feel like a hindrance in their lives. Knowing this isn't really the case doesn't keep those thoughts from taking up residence in my mind. It is hard to put into words the issue that is really festering inside my brain right now, but here goes an attempt at explaining... My best friend has started another weight loss journey. That's truly awesome. I am not annoyed by that. I am annoyed that it seems to give her an air of false superiority over me. For example, just because she has the ability to go to a gym and work out